This fall,to me ,except the large amount of yellow leaves,blue sky,there remains endless sorrows and shadows in my heart.When I am alone,they always warn me the memorable and unipue trip of my soul.
    This fall,I stayed in hospital for nearly one month.During this period,I was depressed.I couldn't imagine how could endure the white color in hospital,white cloth,white wall,white coverlet,everyone was in a serious atmosphere.All those can really drive me crazy.Thanks to my dear friends,they couraged me to confront what I was facing,they sent me funny messages when I was lying in bed lonely.Mealwhile,I thought a lot,too.Now I dare say that life is so short and weak,we huamn beings seem that we are insignificant to fight against the weak stuff.Therefore,from now on,cherish what we own,and from now on,what we can do is keep on fighting for our goals,our promising future.Once a time,infont me,all the roads are dark,but now I see a chink of light,why don't I feel comfortable as a phoenix which is dancing and singing in the rain.I still remember when I was in grade three in high school,I didn't do well in my College Entrance Examination,my mom said to me:my boy,just believe that you are a collop of gold,you will shine somedady,so never give up.I keep these words in my heart no matter what.Like that my teacher had told me :never lost hope and don't let anyone steal your dream.
    This fall,my favorite Grandpa passed away without saying anything  to me .What a gentle and kind man he was.I will forget for the first time, he taught me how to write characters with Chinese pen, for the first time,he taught me how to fish,for the first time,he taught me how to write my name in a good way,for the first time,he bought me a book......all these like stars shining in my heart when I heart the bad news just a few days ago.Now I completely understand why he call me last name PENG,he hope that I will fly in the sky one day,but he couldn't wait the day's coming.I didn't tell anyone when I sad about it,because I know that it is ever more difficult to share my sorrow than to share my happiness with others,I pretended that nothing had happened,I want to hide it in the bottom of my heart,now I speak out because I believe Grandpa will be happy in the heaven ,I won't abandon myself to sorrow.Hence,after these,I feel that the invisible loneliness is following me emptiness
is everywhere around me .Maybe I just an outsider who is admiring the colorfull world inside.Time will heal the trauma and supply the lack.
  This golden fall,I begin to understand phoneix in the fire completely.they burn themselves,they endure the pain because they believe they will reborn.Now we like the phoneix who are devoting ourselves to our aim,because we believe we will  also reborn in the blazing fire some day.

[ 本帖最后由 Calvin 于 2007-11-8 12:19 编辑 ]

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